Entry for September 09, 2006/Cravan of Hope,starting off slow,still seeking help
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So,i have 5 peoples on board now,my small little group isnt growing much,but its progress eh folks?anyways my bro gary is happy today,things turned out ok,my buddy ralph was mugged by his ex and a couple other guys,he is off to lay charges,it'll be pen time for felicity this time,my nayber upstairs ripped me off for 60 bucks,shithead,lol ,my fault ,should never give cash before seeing yer weed,and i trusted whicvh was a mistake in itself,things are a little rough these days as i am feeling kinda crappy today and i found out my VL is up to 58,000 so its lookin like i will have to start treatment afterall,(shitty buzz fer surea)and my meth dr has takin away all my carries as he thinks i am back useing although i am still clean ,he has lossed most of his patients already due tro his attitude(GOD)i think i should change drs,but here in suds its hard to find a doc,never mind a good one,Summer has come and is almost over,sadly,i think we had 2 days that were above 30c and thats it,well my thoughts are not flowing together like a stream but is coming in short,babeluar confusion,well anyways ,i have 5 other poz persons ready to join me in my adventure across canada so now all i need is the TOU BUS and THE SCHOOLS and were off to save the planet!or the peoples on the planet ,or at least to tell others what living with hiv is really all about,which brings me to my next question, what does having HIV mean to me?well,for me ,testing poz was one of the least dramtic things in my life,it was so non shalant like,just another thing with letters that is tryin to off me!TIME to WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!~~~lol i wish MY GOD would send me an angel to marry !!~~(shhh!better be carefull for what ya wish for eh!)and youd think id know this by now!!!~~ok steve is online ,late folks GOD bless all my fellow warriors !!~~
Saturday September 9, 2006 - 09:27pm (CDT) Edit | Delete
